I have to do it by myself.
No one else can do it for me.
Yet I cannot do it alone!
You’ve always known you were wired a little differently.
The deep feeler. The quiet observer. The one who could sense things no one else seemed to notice.
You’ve played the role of the strong one, the smart one, the capable one — even when you were falling apart inside.
You left the systems that never made space for your truth, but haven’t yet found the community that does.
That’s where we come in.
By Myself Yet Not Alone is a space for intuitive leaders, empaths, healers, and science-rooted mystics who are waking up to just how much power they’ve been carrying — often without even realizing it.
This is not another echo chamber or high-vibe hustle zone.
This is a sacred and sovereign space for building the new — through real connection, deep self-responsibility, and intentional energetic synergy.
We’re here to normalize the gifts you were never taught how to name.
To break cycles without breaking ourselves.
To be of service with boundaries.
To create something better — together.
You’re not too much.
You’re not too late.
And you are absolutely not alone anymore.
Ready to find your people?
✨ What is By Myself Yet Not Alone?
By Myself Yet Not Alone is more than a membership — it’s a living circle where truth, tenderness, and transformation meet.
This is a space for those who’ve stopped contorting themselves to fit into systems that were never built for them.
For those who have reclaimed their energy, their voice, their sacred no. For those awakening to the shifting energy of the world — and the power rising within them.
You’re not here to find another container that dilutes your truth.
You’re here to pioneer a new way of being in community — one that honors sovereignty, invites wholeness, and centers the soul.
🌿 Am I Ready for This Kind of Space?
This is deep work — and it asks something of us.
Not perfection. Not performance. But presence. Willingness.
A desire to meet yourself more fully than ever before.
If you feel the resonance in your bones, we invite you to begin the journey.
Our application isn’t a test — it’s an invitation to reflect on what you’re bringing into the circle, and what you’re ready to receive.
Meet Your Hosts
Beth Gemmell
Energetic Steward
Beth is a lawyer-turned-lightworker, a lifelong intuitive who came to energy work through science, and a systems builder who believes our inner lives deserve structure just as much as our outer ones. She created By Myself Yet Not Alone as a space for the empaths, intuitives, and spiritual misfits who’ve always sensed they were here to help shape the new — but didn’t know where they fit. With one foot in the mystical realm and the other in the practical world, Beth brings deep reverence for the unseen, compassion for the human experience, and an unwavering commitment to energetic integrity. Her work is about more than healing — it’s about building the soul-compatible systems that help us remember who we really are, and how to belong without betraying ourselves and each other.
Laurie Mendenhall
Energetic Alchemist & Soulful Creator
Laurie is an intuitive life coach, artist, and Reiki practitioner whose passion lies in empowering others on their healing journeys. By day, she brings her expertise in SAP support to life, seamlessly balancing her career in corporate with her creative and energetic pursuits. Laurie thrives on meaningful connections, diving into conversations about all things energetics and “woo,” and building lasting relationships along the way. With a nurturing approach and a talent for simplifying metaphysical concepts, Laurie creates safe spaces for growth, self-discovery, and transformation.
